Part 11: A letter to Marijuana Moskovi

Dear love,

These days are full of sorrow, I saw the sky were too couldy like i do and feel like i'm always dream to be with you.. I don't know...

It's true that differences voice we are. Im so damn riddle with myself, what are the things that you really wanted? How hard it takes, by the wind it blows and every seconds should move on. People changes and hope that its changed for good.

As when i said, i'm so drunk of you, the wide meaning it was, even those liqours can't really makes me high.

Once, i'm talking to myself that when i found you it was a miracle. But i do wrong in my thoughts.

Everbody got experiences, that would influence every next step. I know, But why didnt you trust on me? And i wondered.

On my thoughts, you are a good friend of me. Because i did know you from several years ago, when we are still young. But i dont feel that we are such a lovers or a good friends?Look back, how do you treat me?

I remembered everythings on every part of our conversation and i still kept your handwritings. Thanks, for giving me a chance to be a little part of your life just for a short time. Appreciate that.

Please thrash all of your bad memories that playing on your mind.

When you said "full stop" that is the time to stop everythings.

So long and thanks for the memories. All the best and Take Care.


From Me,

"Fooled"

Part 10: Left me Here

"could you please left me on that land?". She said

"I do treat you nicely, isn't it?What am i supposed to do to makes you satisfied? I've only got 1 bucks inside my pocket and i know i cant' buy u things. But, i'll find a way". i answered.

Part 9: Contra

Who i?.. Me and you?
We got different pages on this book..
but my heart said." You should be mine Lady".
Then she stand up and said,
"Oh, all guys are trying to comfort me with the sweet words that comes from their tounge and all those are definitely nothing".

Part 8: Two Direction

"i think this is the right direction" She said.

" No, i'll show you, i believe this way". I answered.

"No, it's not!". She added.

Part 7: The Sea

I jump into the sea to find something for her.

"i brought this nice coral for you". I said.

"You just keep it, young men. I want Pearl!. She said.

Part 6: the journey begins

From that wharf, she walked carefully into my boat, stared with a little smile from her face, "just calm down, ull be safe here, this boat will carry us together to the full of happiness, i'll gurantee. I said

Part 5: Yes?

From the cute of her face, while the wind blows her hair then she said," Oh! please take me away from this horrible place, promise me, i'll be safe with you. Then i answered. Oh Yes, its my pleasure.

Part 4: She's on my boat

She refused to take my offers, cried and asked,"have you think this is the right decision u made?''Oh! Yes, just hold my words oh so called love, trust me and don't ever look back, because there just only bad memories and will burden you, Just calm down, here in my boat, ill lock you inside my pocket".

Part 3: The boat

"into the boat ! into the boat!", i said."illl take you far away from that town of full of sadness and sorrow... Oh! Please grab my hand love..Hold it tight!!""

Part 2: feelings

sweet words are flowing out from this sea of mind through the muddy banks of yours. Feel so sweet if we could swings into one tied of love and both of us grows the feelings to be together

Part 1: First Meeting

Should know each of us as to know deep, inside me and you...till i feel like im fly high...hugs the star and walking deeply to your heart...

Mukadimmah

Every seconds gave me a new meaning of you and a new insight into your sweet spirit, until u became a book whose pages i could understand and whose praises i could sing...which i could never finish reading..